Thursday, December 31, 2009

i already in this path and still believe i will arrive my destination safely


L.O.V.E

and

L.I.F.E

complicated
sweet
tear
laugh


Tomorrow,it will be a new year.
So happy new year to all.


HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010

♥when i turn back, you give me a bright smile for a great journey ahead♥

Monday, December 28, 2009

he is Arill

and this is Azzam picture

no doubt that all of Idola Kecil 2 participants are very talented
but i like Azzam showmanship and Arill voice.
good luck for all the finalist of Idola Kecil 2.
hope the best person will win.


idola kecil 2 final 2 january 2010 at tv9

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Countdown another 5 days to 2010.

3 years more to go to graduate.

3 years more to go to meet them.

3 years more to go to take a new challenge in life.

In 3 years more, I don't know if I will be the same.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Don't blame me for always be in front of my laptop. Really. I mean it. Have fun chat and make friend in Friendster, Facebook and Myspace. Twitter will coming soon. So just wait. Tagged? Maybe. And I find another social network www.icq.com from my friend from Portugal. She is so sweet.

I think I should stop for a while but the truth is I can't. Christmas is coming soon. Another 2 days. I hope my card will arrive safely to my sister at Japan. I miss her.

It mean another 1 weeks for my semester break holiday to end. Another new semester. Another new task to hold ^^.

♥I have a big family in my Friendster and Facebook. I love them all and I can't wait to meet all of you in person ^^♥

♥thank you for listing me in family member tree ^^♥

Monday, December 14, 2009

I learn many thing when I'm really into the net surfing. I learn how the friendship is really a miracle thing. I learn how someone that never meet you in person can appreciate you very much. I learn how the chemistry between you and your net friend can bring all the sad and laugh together. The most important thing is I learn how to believe people even you just know him from the net. But still the real friend that you always meet and can have the real fight and laugh together is the precious one. I cannot be much better person as you want me to be. I just can be my own self. So, here I want to thank all my friend in my real life as well as my friend on the net. I love when we expand our relationship ^^.

Monday, December 7, 2009

manusia
adalah
pelakon
terhebat
yang
bijak
sembunyi
siapa
mereka
sebenar

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

~hipokritkah?~

Kadang-kadang kita sembunyikan kesedihan dan kedukaan kita di sebalik keceriaan dan senyuman. Biar tiada siapa tahu apa yang terpendam sebenarnya.

Kadang-kadang kita berpura-pura tidak punya masalah sedangkan ada satu bebanan yang hebat di atas pundak. Kita mahu orang tidak tahu masalah itu.

Kadang-kadang kita cuba sembunyikan kebenaran kerana apabila kebenaran itu terbongkar kita takut akan sakit yang bakal kita rasa. Hanya mampu biarkan kebenaran itu membisu sahaja.

Kadang-kadang kita ingin menangis dan perlukan seseorang untuk mendangar rintihan kita. Tapi akhirnya kita masih sendiri.

Kadang-kadang yang kadang-kadang itu akan menjadi selalu. Yang selalu itu akan menjadi sentiasa. Yang sentiasa itu akan menjadi selamanya.

Dan entah bagaimana jika sekiranya dia dinilai sebagai seorang yang hipokrit dalam sepanjang hidupnya.

Monday, November 23, 2009

rindu ini
hati ini
kasih ini
jiwa ini
telah bertebaran
sudah bukan untuk kamu
tapi
kenangan itu
tetap satu
tetap akan tersimpul mati
sampai bila pun
tidak mungkin akan terlerai

Friday, November 20, 2009

~home calling~

Finally I will be home.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Today, done with my Geography PSS3104 paper. Glad. But still I know I cannot answered it very well. Another paper tomorrow and it will be the end of my first year of degree. I hope another adventure for tomorrow.

Monday, November 16, 2009

~i believe~

I believe that I can change my life if I want to. I believe that I have the opportunity to do so. As the time goes by, I maybe make the opportunity slipped away, but still I believe there are still another opportunity to come.

I believe that even I am here today, there are another place I should be now and the place still wait for me to come



Saturday, November 14, 2009

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.....
.....
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...
..
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under the moonlight
another cloud to let go
and some want to stay
another good bye answer?
or another don't let me go question?

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

dejar la cuenta regresiva juntos mean let countdown it together

My last paper is on 18 November. It about the Basic Movement (Physical Education). Without any note, I don't know what I'm gonna talk and babbling in that paper. Well, it will be the 1st day for my sister big exam too. SPM will start on that day. So, we gonna count it together ya hermana ^^. It done for me and it will be a start for you.

clover for you and for me

祝您好運。我知道你做得到。

p/s : learn Spanish is fun. Gracias amiga ^^




and WESTLIFE song still awesome for me.
Well, I listen for them the whole day ^^

Monday, November 9, 2009

~time to heal~


Less than 24 hour.
The final task for this semester will come.
I don't know if I really ready for it or not.
But still I will try my best.

Best of luck to all ^^
Best of luck to all ^^
Best of luck to all ^^






when a stranger come to you and say he/she love you what will you do?
well love is not as simple as that

Thursday, November 5, 2009



Tomohisa Yamashita - Loveless


arigato iza-chan for the link ^^

I guess he already improve a lot. I mean when he sang the solo.
But I fall for Daite Senorita more ^^Thumb up ne pi-chan ^^.
demo wakaranai desu.
nande NYC?

well, want to share my exam schedule

10 November 2009- Murid Dan Alam Belajar
12 November 2009 - Perkembangan Sejarah Negara
17 November 2009 - Geografi Persekitaran
18 November 2009 - Pergerakan Asas

please last soon even I'm not prepare well yet.
Demo baka ne need to back here again on December

http://emo.huhiho.com

http://emo.huhiho.com

http://emo.huhiho.com

it not so scary like that.
Hope gonna have fun ^^

....unstable mood recently....
...glassy...

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

~my mood now~



no translation just understanding

Monday, November 2, 2009

my facebook friend tag me on this photo when i said my assignment drive me crazy.
arigato ne.

mochiron...! watashi wa hontou ni ureshii...i already done with my Geography report and my clock show it almost 2:06 am already. Will I go to class tomorrow? because my Bahasa Melayu report still not done yet actually. Ne i am not in good mood today because of the assignment demo my onii-chan already cheer me up. arigato ne ^^ gomen. It was not because of you ^^ hontou ni.

My friends from Philiphines, Japan, France and Mexico still celebrate the spooky Halloween and my Indonesia friends go to J-Fest to celebrate it. I don't know if my friend from Morocco also celebrate it because still not ask her. And OH NO! I am the only one who not celebrate it TT. Kyaa..! demo daijabo na ^^

The celebration nowadays completely different than what I thought when I was a child ^^. Well my friend will pick a character from a movie (STAR WARS if i not mistaken) and I thought before that the custome should be scary? And my onii-chan said it was not very traditional celebration at Japan if u want spooky ^^

hey ya...! and study mode log on ^^


then will looking forward for this.
i will keep my yokusoku to you.
shinpanai ne ^^

Sunday, November 1, 2009

long talk.
then he said he will confess.
with a flower.
rose to be exact.
flower and girl.
right combination i said.
well.
good luck dear friend.

love is a treasure.
you can keep if you want.
you can give if you want too.
but if you already give.
you not gonna get it all back.

love is a cure.
for some.
and for some too.
love is a killer.
and for me.
love is a gift.

Thursday, October 29, 2009


Sedang fikir mahu format laptop atau tidak sebab macam dapat rasa banyak virus sedang berumahtangga dalam laptop. Lagipun malas mahu hantar pergi service. Mungkin tahun depan? Mungkin. Then, sedang keliru sama ada Yahoo sedang upgrade ataupun Yahoo saya yang bermasalah? Sebab selama 1 minggu tidak dapat masuk Yahoo Messenger then pagi tadi dapat pula. Pelik. Lepas tu sekarang tidak dapat pula? Tapi tidak ada tempat rujukan.

Tidak tahu kenapa tiba-tiba memunculkan diri di sini. Mungkin sebab memang perlu sesuatu dan perlu tempat ini. Exam tidak lama lagi dan saya mengaku saya belum bersedia. (apa perasaan agaknya bila baca balik benda ini 10 atau 20 tahun akan datang?) Tidak banyak melakukan blog walking beberapa minggu ini kerana blog pun hampir berhabuk dan berdebu. Saya sudah bersihkan debu-debu itu ^^. Harap- haraplah.


Terima kasih kepada yang bagi gambar ini. Mahu panggil Oppa, mamat ini pangkat adik. Best layan lagu Korea and Jepun dia dan kumpulannya. So, saya pun akan melipatgandakan usaha untuk belajar bahasa antarabangsa. Terbelit lidah ^^

p/s: IMYT

diri yang satu ini
masih di sini
bukan ilusi tapi nyata
namun hati cerita berbeza
dia telah terbahagi
benar dan fantasi
berbagi citra dan rasa
diri rasa kehilangan
hati sudah sukar pulang
masih mencari titik destinasi
yang ingin digapai
tapi tidak sampai
biar ia pergi
bertaut seketika di situ
kerana ada rasa pasti
ia cuma seketika
tapi benarkah begitu
minda hanya mampu bertanya
jiwa hanya mampu berlayar
biar segala rasa tercurah
walau hakikatnya mimpi cuma

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

i just want to learn how to forget and let it go
anytime now
anywhere it could be

Sunday, October 25, 2009

~e wakaru ^^~

subarashii...!
ne minna-san...!
kyou wa dou deshita ka?atashi mo e ga daisuki desu ^^

watashi no tomodachi ga hontou ni ureshii ^^
toujobi no pa~ti for the BER month akachan ^^

http://emo.huhiho.com

omoshiroi ne

*credit to yumu-chan coz help me to correct it ^^

Friday, October 23, 2009



~mo jom sim hee... ^^~

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Tiba-tiba pemikiran tentang masa depan menerjah minda.
Bagaimana kehidupan saya 20 tahun akan datang?
Bagaimana sudahnya perhubungan saya dengan rakan-rakan maya saya kala itu?
Bagaimana akhirnya kecintaan saya pada mereka?
Bagaimana akan berakhirnya segala yang bermula ini?
Saya tiba-tiba bertanya pada diri.
Mampukah apa yang telah dibina itu menjadi sesuatu yang selamanya?
Sedangkan dengan mereka yang pernah menjadi sebahagian dari kita pun kadang kala terputus hubungan.
Apatah lagi dengan mereka yang tidak pernah kita jumpa.
Pertanyaan itu tidak mungkin akan terjawab sekarang.
Mungkin 20 tahun akan datang saya akan menjawab entri ini.
Mungkin.
Apa yang pasti mereka-mereka yang hadir dalam diari maya saya pada saat saya mencoret kata di sini pasti akan saya ingati sampai bila-bila pun jika diizinkan oleh-Nya.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Sunday, October 18, 2009



~dakara hontou ni betsuni... ^^~

Saturday, October 17, 2009

i want to cry over the spilt milk again

and

and

i don't know why i think about it again
i don't care if you said this place is not suitable for me to talk about this matter
no one will truly read this for sure
so you just back off
you just know nothing
and i pretty much sure about that

cry inside

good bye for long


sayonara
aitakute desu
demo doko anata mo?


Friday, October 16, 2009

Love Myspace Comments


you don't know how and when it start.
all you know is

  • you don't want to feel alone
  • you don't want to lost the feeling
  • you don't want anything bad happen
we don't know what will happen in future
just can

h

o

p

e

everything will just fine ^^
miraie seiko ai desu

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

anyone miss me here?
nope?
LOL ^^
daijabo desu ne ^^
will not talk long here
well as usual



i met her in Friendster.
then we expand our chat on Yahoo Messenger.
She is sweet-friendly-adorable girl from Philippines.

and she gave me this ^^


*from miackah
7 october 2009
gomen ne late publish

Monday, October 12, 2009

Sometime we will do something that we never expect that we will do in our life.
Sometime we just cannot describe by word why we do so.
Sometime they just don't understand you.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

http://emo.huhiho.com

http://emo.huhiho.com

http://emo.huhiho.com

tomorrow my UAK (Ujian Akhir Kursus)
Kind of stress.
But still I will try my best.

7 october 2009 - literasi bahasa
8 october 2009 - english language proficiency
9 october 2009 - numerical literacy

arigato ne watashi wa tomodachi to onii-chan.
atashi wa gambarisu dayo.
hontou ni ureshii.
gambariyo ne... ^^

http://emo.huhiho.com

the main exam will be held on November.
onegai ^^

p/s: my sister sms me last night and told me about him ^^


Sunday, October 4, 2009

i fall for his song feat with MC Mong (same D.O.B ^^)

Never mind if you don't agree with me.
Never mind if you said I am totally change.
Never mind if you really don't care anymore.
Never mind if you don't speak it out.
Never mind if you just don't want to ignore me.
Never mind if we cannot go along again.
Never mind if you are pity of me.
Never mind.
Really never mind.
I know I have my own way.
I know the world that I choose is hard to share with everyone.
I know I am totally different inside now.
I know everything that happen.
But, still it hurt inside and I just smile because someone ask me to be strong.

Saturday, October 3, 2009


for my friend in China.
Hope both you enjoy the Golden Week.
I miss to see the event ya TT
By the way,
miss to chat with both of you.
dui bu qi.
zuo tian wo bu ke neng online.

to: ~肖静和林默~

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

~visual kei~


your story
my story
we share it
not for sure

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

~salam kasih sayang untuk semua~
  • membuat assignment yang sangat-sangat banyak tidak terkira itu.
  • mendengar lagu-lagu Korea yang "diculik" dari MP3 adiknya.
  • sedang berchit chat dengan tomodachi di luar sana.
  • sedang bermain dengan keypad supaya keluar segala-galanya.
  • sedang update blognya yang sudah agak bersarang ini.
  • sedang guna bahasa melayu dalam blognya sebab otak separa berkarat untuk borak-borak dalam eigo and sebab adik si penulis kata sakit mata tengok grammar yang tunggang langgang di sini.
  • sedang mencari di google gambar ini sebab dia sudah jatuh cinta dengan orang ini.
  • sedang tunggu ichiban dia online.
  • sedang berfikir hendak online Yahoo Messenger atau tidak sebab dia mahu fokus buat kerja tertunda malam ini.
  • sedang berkata it's ok, it's alright pada diri sendiri
  • sedang mencari kata-kata yang sesuai untuk dibubuh dalam assignment
  • sedang mahu bermimpi
  • sedang tidak percaya bahawa dia akan mula belajar bahasa baru lagi
  • sedang mahu ucap selamat malam pada semua dan oyasumi pada ichiban
  • sedang bersedih sebab seseorang memberitahu bahawa dia sudah berjumpa dengan ichiban beliau in person
  • sedang betul-betul mahu ucap selamat malam sebab kerja yang sedang menggunung itu

Friday, September 25, 2009


It start with one thing. I think of you. Well, you here consist many people. You and you. OK. I will not talk about the name. They know who they are. I am Friendster addicted sometime. This is true and I very upset when my account have problem. Luckily, I have the Facebook (even many story I heard about this site) but it is a need right now to have a Facebook account. I have Myspace before, but the account are invalid now. Well, I will make a new one later. But still that cannot solve my problem. Not all of my friend in friendster have Facebook account. So, just chat on Yahoo Messenger and I sometime also have problem to sign in on Yahoo Messenger. Guys! I really miss all of you a lot. Even we are separated by the continents. Still we are friend. Hope my account will be better soon.


*Just want to say sorry because I have a lot of comment that I cannot reply. Sorry for that.

*Sorry cannot dropping by at YOUR page as ussual. Hope you have a great day always.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

I fall for this song. I love Ashley Tisdale even she is Sharpay in High School Musical. A song is the best medium to express your feeling and emotion. A song can tell a story that you will not listen carefully when someone talk to you. I love song very much and fall for any song easily. I am music lover even I cannot play any instrument. Perhaps I will one day. Soon.

*enjoy watched "2 Days and 1 Night" at KBS World. My Digi number will not available for 24 hours for a while. I broke the handphone and need time to replace my handphone. Or maybe need some investment to buy a new one as soon as possible?

Enjoy the lyric then ^^

You told me
There's no need
To talk it out
Cause its too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words
And walked away

No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's Alright, it's OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrayed a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's Alright, it's OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Don't waste your fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's way too late
I'm closing the door

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's Alright, it's OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

It's Alright, it's OK
Alright, OK
Without you
No matter what you say
It's Alright, it's OK
Alright, OK
Without you
I won't be sorry

Sunday, September 20, 2009

~salam lebaran~

Salam lebaran untuk semua.
Selamat Hari raya to all Malaysian and all the Muslim all over the world.
May the happiness wrapping your day.

selamat 하리 라야
欢迎开斋节
ようこそハリラヤ
Maligayang pagdating Hari Raya
Welkom Hari Raya

Thursday, September 17, 2009

~gomenasai...~

My bad because I cannot take care of my thing very well. Very clumsy. Nothing much that I can do right now. Just need to wait for tomorrow and hope it will be fine. I hope.


Don't misunderstood my action.

I just don't know how to react well about that.

I am not really great in telling lies.

You can freely told anyone about that.

I don't care.

But, still I cannot just ignore it.

You already leave the space inside.

And if you say it was my fault,

I will just accept it.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009




people fall for Won Bin and I fall for Song Seung Hun

Monday, September 14, 2009




Today my beloved-not-in-blood-chain-brother birthday. He turn 18 today. Sorry cannot throw a party for you. But, hope you will be happy always with the one that you love.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

A sudden flu + cough + headache did not make my day.
Plus, the internet connection (wireless and broadband) also very very bad.
Hari Raya is around the corner and I hope I will get well soon.

*still need to concern a load of assignment. Dizzying.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

You learn a lot when you make friend from all over the world. I am the one who will agree with it. I learn a lot of thing from them. Especially from the person who consider me as they faraway friend that close in heart. I have many friend from Philippines, China, Korea, Indonesia and not to forget also from my own country, Malaysia. We love to chat with each other very much. In Friendster as well as in Facebook. Also at Yahoo Messenger. We share a lot of thing. One of them, Hannah-chan told me about the BER month. You can read about it at the pictures that I already upload here.


Happy BER month everyone... ^^!
and it will be a Golden Weeks on October in China


*"BER" stand for September, October, November and December

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Taguchi Junnosuke : November 29, 1985
Komine Rena : July 19, 1980

the best-cute Asian male


I prefer to shut up my mouth. But this story really make my heart pounding. Of course I do not understand it(because still cannot master the Kanji and Hiragana very well. Poor me.).but it all about Taguchi Junnosuke, the Kat-Tun member pre-marriage holiday. I don't know if it is true or not but I am happy for him. But, at the same time I feel sad to the fan of him. It is hard to believe that he will getting married soon.


* do u agree now that a picture can tell 1001 stories?*

Tuesday, September 8, 2009






know him?
remember him?
i accidentally bumped with the first clip video today.
he is very cute.
the comments that i read at youtube told me that he just 5 years-old at the first video.
can u believe it?
i knew about him when i was 11 years-old.
but, never heard about him lately.

this video is the song that i love the most.
take a look ^^

Sunday, September 6, 2009

~speechless?~


Life sometime doesn't go the way as you wish it should be.
But, still you need to go on
and if the life turn as what you plan, assume you as the lucky person
1 over million.


Golden star.

http://pagihari.solarstreak.com/
http://sheikhazliza.blogspot.com/
http://fromnagaokawithlove.blogspot.com/

I love to read about the journey in their life.


They really inspiring me.
It was not easy to achieve anything without hard work and willing to do it.

Friday, September 4, 2009



my friends give those things for me today.
tyvm to all of u... ^^

one day i will celebrate with those people our special day for real ^^

p/s: also for all friends who sms'ing me and wish me at that page and on YM ^^



me, beyonce, nakamaru and hitomi
have similarity
but
one similarity or many????nakamaru yuichi, watashi onii-chan cake

mine ^^









he is the 1st one this year ^^