Saturday, October 27, 2012

27 October 2012, Saturday.

Because it was real and it not just a dream that you can forget every time you are awake. - yue

LYING TO FORGET 

by TINYDANCER46

This lie's become a part of me 
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear his name
Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had 
For him are somehow gone

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs

But last night when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment
I couldn't catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time
I just can't let him go


"Love will live. Love will last. Love goes on and on and on." – Robin Hood

Friday, October 26, 2012

Masih menyambut Aidiladha tahun ini sebagai perantau. Mungkin tradisi ini akan diteruskan pada tahun-tahun akan datang. Menjadi perantau di kala Aidiladha menjengah.

Tahun ini, tahun terakhir menyambut Aidiladha bersama rakan-rakan memandangkan tahun depan bakal bergelar penganggur dan akan bertebaranlah kami di mana-mana pelusuk pun yang akan ditentukan kelak.

Kepada rakan-rakan yang terlibat konvoi ke rumah Amirul dan Hidayah. Thank you for the memory :)

Salam Aidiladha untuk semua.

Monday, October 22, 2012

fly to Japan


Let fly fly to Japan and meet Kamenashi Kazuya..!! Kyaaa..! Hontou ni tanoshikata. Since my laptop can't even type in other languages instead the roman, so I just use pronunciation.  So Yue, when will you master and improve your Japanese if you keep using that style only? milkysmile

wakaranai na. 

Actually that is not the main reason to type and post here XD 


I got headache + Flu + Sneezing milkysmile

I don't know if I can concentrate on my revision. Tomorrow gonna have KISSM exam and I just preparing myself less than 2 days. Need to read bunch of notes and lika-a-law book. Well, we can call that book as a law book. Hope I can stay up and read it all. Dear body + mind + heart, please be good to me milkysmile

Saturday, October 20, 2012

"I have forgiven mistakes that were almost unforgivable, I have tried to replace those who were not replaceable and tried to forget those who were unforgettable. I have done things on impulse. I have been let down by those whom I thought would never let me down but I have also let others down. I have laughed when it was almost impossible to laugh. I have held someone to protect them. I have made lifelong friends, I’ve loved and been loved. I have screamed and jumped for joy, I have lived on love and made eternal promises of love. I have fallen many times. I have cried while listening to music and also when looking at photos. I have called someone just to hear their voice. I have fallen in love with a smile. I have also thought I was going to die from loosing someone special and I did loose them! But I lived! And I still live! I don’t allow life to pass me by and neither should you! Live! What is really good is to fight with determination, embrace life and live it with passion! Loose your battles with class and dare to win because the world belongs to those who dare and life, life is worth too much to be insignificant."

 Augusto Brando

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Aku yang khilaf

Percaturan hidup. Bagaimana harus kita mendepani sebenarnya? Tiada jawapan pasti bagi merungkai penyelesaian bagi setiap persoalan. Tidak peduli atau membiarkan sahaja juga bukanlah satu jawapan yang sesuai. Di kala menelurusi laluan kehidupan, jatuh bangun dan tangis tawa rencah dalam mencari erti kata kematangan dalam kehidupan. Dan aku, dalam langkah kaki yang terkadang perlahan, laju dan sesekali berlari masih belum mampu untuk memberi erti pada langkah kaki itu. Kadang aku alpa, melakukan salah tanpa sedar dan kadang bagai terpaku sejenak membiarkan saja yang khilaf itu merajai diri. Namun syukur, masih diri diberi peluang untuk mengenal erti muhasabah diri. Perjalanan masih jauh. Mungkin destinasi yang belum pasti itu tidak terjangkau. Langkah masih bertatih. Walau kadang kala cuba untuk berlari. Mungkin sudah ketetapan Illahi, destinasi itu belum milikku lagi. Aku yang khilaf ini, cuba sedaya upaya dengan cangkiran kesedaran cuba untuk melangkah walau kadang kala tersungkur. Berdiri kembali setelah tersungkur rebah terasa nikmatnya. Menjadi antara insan yang diberi kesempatan untuk membetulkan khilaf diri, moga apa yang dihajati tercapai nanti. Langkah kaki ini kuharap menuju kebahagian yang hakiki berlandaskan lorong-lorong syurgawi.

Monday, October 1, 2012

Life is too short to worry about what others say or think about you. So have fun and give them something to talk about. ;)