Thursday, November 15, 2012

Silent Killer

Being a part of memories sometimes really a great killer. Not because you already forget about it. It just because the person who sharing the memories seem to throw it away. Make you heart shattered apart just because suddenly you become less important and maybe nothing anymore. You may take it as positive as you can. But somehow, human heart is not as strong as that. A fragile heart. Even it try to stay away from the pain of believing everything already changed and it will not be the same anymore. Just the breath make sure it still alive pumping the blood. But why it feel itchy?

Throw everything and be a new person is not as easy as we can say or we plan. It took a lot of times and courage. It also take away a lot of tears and give the pain. Only time will tell when the exact time we will heal. But still, being sorrow for 25 hours is insane.

Sometime the pain is giving you trauma and somehow starting all over again is just like a nightmare that you want to avoid - yue

Thursday, November 1, 2012

1 November 2012. Finally, 1 month before another new year come. Is it alright for me to sum up every thing right now? Well, maybe it still too early for that. Many thing can happen even just in a day. So, I still have another more than 30 day to come up with any unexpected thing or the expected one?

2012 surely be one of memorable year for me. Too many things happen and I can't even speak up every detail here. I just hope one day if I read whatever I type now 10 or 20 years later, I still be able to remember what exactly I am talking about. I do hope I still can remember every detail of every story that ever happen in 2012. Hope will make us alive and I think there is nothing wrong with keep hoping.

November, it surely not feel the same as last year or another year. It will bring a lot of thing that I will treasure. Final year as a student here and also final year to feel the school holiday as a student. I surely will miss this and hopefully I will be able to feel the excitement even when I already have job later. So, I will feel forever young and we should be forever young right? So we can always keep moving on and not stuck in a destination only.

Dear memories, don't keep remain silent. Just come back whenever you think I need you. When I feel alone or when I feel down. Just feel free to come because somehow I think I need you at that moment. So, please stay alive even the times passing by. - yue 1 November 2012