Thursday, July 13, 2017

Move On

It been ages I didn't dropping by here. I lost my writing and blogging passion somewhere in the middle of new life and hectic schedule. Life change rapidly that me somehow try hard to catch up. I can't recover my yahoo account for this blog e-mail. Feel sad and devastated to be honest because I forgot what was my answer for the second security question. I hope it will not effect my blog since I have another e-mail that link to this blog. Hopefully. Or hopefully I will be able to remember what is the answer and I can get my yahoo account back. Just try to post something here.

Sunday, April 5, 2015


Ada bicara yang tertangguh
Pada hati yang kesah
Ada beban kata yang membelengu
Pada lidah yang keluh
Bagaimana hendak dimula?
Bila noktah telah di sana
Minda mati

yue 05042015

Sunday, March 29, 2015

Last post was at 1 September 2013. More than a year already passed by and I guess it time for me to back on track again. Because they said writing is a good therapy and because I miss the person I used to be.

Dear myself,
Wish me luck

That winter
I longing for you
But then it a waste
Coz until the next winter come
You still nowhere to be found
And here I am
Juggling between those choice
Either to keep waiting or giving up on you

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Beating strong
But still
It is the fragile one
Once broken
No one really know how long it take
For the wound to heal
For the scar to disappear

Sharing the happiness and sadness
No matter what we feel
It will give us an unexplainable feeling

The one that last more longer
The prove people still at least can survive

And heart
No matter how long it take
Or how far the journey will be
It will beating and beating
To say that you still alive
And you should keep moving on

And yeah
That is when you touch a heart

yue 2013

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Some people tried their hard to stay in our life. No matter how hard the circumstances will be, they will try hard to be by your side. Or at least be in your life path. But, some people will tried their hard to stay away from your life. Even you really want them to stay and really wish they will, but we can't force people to stay. What the point to stay if all what you will get is just hurt and pain? Sometime live without someone that you think you can't live without will teach you an important lesson in life. That some people not remain to stay in your life and some time you just need to let them be like that rather than try hard to understand why. Finding answer sometime not a closure that we need. We can't force ourselves to accept the fact as soon as tomorrow when it happened just like yesterday. We learn to be who we are today not in a second, it took years to build up who we are today. So, let just be patience and if we ever did something stupid while we are in our way to live without someone that we think really precious for us, think again, the one that you loved will not let you do something stupid and embarrassed yourself alone. One day you will learn that they are just nothing but a lesson :)

"When you come a bit closer in someone life and they open the door for you to enter it, cherish the moment because sometime without any hint they will suddenly close the door and you will never ever can come in again even you already tried hard to do so. Life is just not as easy as it may seem. The upside down will make you be more close to yourself. Believe me, we are survival. And we should be one. "

yue ms 2013

Tuesday, August 13, 2013


Dalam segala hal yang kita lakukan, istiqamah itu penting. Istiqamah perlu ada sebelum bergantung kepada tawakal. Setelah berusaha sedaya upaya namun apa yang kita ingini tidak kita perolehi, janganlah berputus asa. Redha setelah istiqamah dan istiqamah lagi agar kita mampu berbahagia dengan apa yang kita ada tanpa perlu memilih apa yang mungkin tidak kita perlukan. Allah Maha Mengetahui.

Aku mahu istiqamah itu berikan aku ketenangan dan keyakinan. Insya Allah :)

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Kadang-kadang ada perkara yang sukar untuk dilepaskan biarpun ianya menyakitkan.

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Online Gamerz?

I love playing PC game. I really do. I love to play online game too. But, for few months I retired. Not because it not interesting anymore. It just because you can't play well if your connection not good. So I decided to stop and play offline game. It still fun and you can play all over again to get a better result. Well, online or offline games both are interesting. People may said that you just wasting your time. Well, it depend on the person itself. We do always heard or read the news about how the person who addicted to the games, both online and offline games, show how badly it affected their life and the person around them. So, for me it depend on how you manage your time and how you set your priority based on time.

For the gamers..! Play safe and have fun :)