~心里有数~

I am fine

2012-01-03T09:47:00.001+08:00

I feel much better :)

class will start soon..!!

2012-01-02T21:32:00.001+08:00

2nd January 2012, going back to college. Done with my unpacking. Tired. Watch movie the whole night. Hostel seem so quiet since holiday will be until 3rd January plus most of the senior of Semester 8 last year already done with their course here. This year is my turn. 5 years fly by very fast. Time to go to Dreamland. Hit the sack. Waiting for a new day tomorrow. Bye bye star.

明けましておめでとうございます

2012-01-01T16:41:00.002+08:00

2012, please be good to me :)

2011 already be a quit good year for me. I got lot of memories that will be my treasure for the rest of my life. Even it ended with unexpected thing, I will be strong. So, 2012, please give me another shot of beautiful stories to tell one day :)

2011, I am gonna miss everything.

economy la la la..

2011-11-15T11:44:00.001+08:00

Just done with economy paper for today..! 1 paper more before going back home. Can't wait because I guess I need a rest time XD. I'm looking forward for something too. Yeah. Always looking forward for something will make you feel somehow, alive? I guess :)

I-am-not-blogging-for-long-already-because-of-writer-blocked-believe-me

outing again

2011-09-16T23:52:00.001+08:00

Have no money but still go out. Weird me. I'm not go out for nothing. Try to find a plug to charge my table lamp. Finally I found it at Parkwell. So searching is over..! After that just wandering around and yeah as usual, buy one or two unnecessary thing ==! Bad habit XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA

2011-09-16T11:48:00.000+08:00

16 September is Malaysia birthday because this is the date when Malaya, North Borneo and Sarawak become Malaysia. Once again, Happy Malaysia Day and as a good citizen we must try to appreciate what our ancestor have done to make what us today.

Peace No War.

fogging..!

2011-09-15T23:18:00.003+08:00

Σｄ（´∀｀）ｲｲ!

waiting face

Suddenly there was announcement about fogging thing and when I looked at my mobile clock, it was almost 6pm already. Feel it so nonsense but since order is an order so me and my roommate decide to go out from hostel and be in front of our hostel. Fogging start as soon as we want to go out from our room. Nahhhh..! MR That Hold Fogging we are not mosquitoes..! XD

Fogging time. Guess it was beautiful scenery.

I hate to smell the hazard. I was sneezing non-stop for hours after that. But still, the mosquitoes was really stubborn. They still flew every where at night.

spell B.U.S.Y

2011-09-15T10:15:00.003+08:00

74% of me? LOL

I am updating my blog with WiFi..! Since my laptop have problem to connect with WiFi lately and I just can connect with WiFi when I am in class. Don't know why I can't connect with it when at hostel. Did someone curse my Kyohei? LOL.

Refer to my status above, how to pronounce that B.U.S.Y? Yes. Busy. One assignment left and I will be free for a while. But someone will be very very busy soon. Less communication. Gonna miss you. Anyway, good luck and do take care..! Can't say much because I am not really a good blogger XD [Yue admit it..!]

A friend suggest me to be in BEBO. Still thinking because have so many social network and most of my network friends so busy lately, I think I will do that later.

distance

2011-09-14T09:38:00.002+08:00

I never knew it will be so challenging like this. Distance. So far, yet still feel close. I wonder how long it will be. But still, I believe every thing happen with reason. I love my oji-sama

we will remember

2011-07-02T23:13:00.002+08:00

let the memory glow even years goes by

heal

2011-06-28T19:15:00.002+08:00

JUST BE SILENT, DON'T TALK. I NEED NO WORDS.

2011-06-05T20:41:00.001+08:00

do you ever miss me?
I mean truly, aching in bottom-of-your-heart pain,
which you just can't ignore?
because that's how I feel.
Every single day.

Jin Akanishi

2011-06-04T15:19:00.007+08:00

I love my bro so much.
Time flies so fast.
But the memories still remain.

Kazumu Akanishi a.k.a Yue

I love you

2011-05-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

heart keeper, I heart you

2nd Monthsary

end of semester 5

2011-05-26T13:11:00.000+08:00

Done with my last paper today. So, here we go. Say good bye to Semester 5.

I will be home on Saturday. Holiday will start soon.

But not in mood to pack thing.

Payback sleep time ^___________^

miss Brain be strong

2011-05-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

COUNTDOWN
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HIATUS WILL OVER

room like this

2011-05-22T17:05:00.005+08:00

I can't play music instrument but I wish I can have a room like this one day.

and I am happily in tumblr now because I am in hiatus at some of my Favourite FB Account.
and that is one of the reason why my blog keep updating lately.
v(^-^)☆

Currently reading for tomorrow paper. Struggle..!

I miss to chat with my bro. Baka bro == Why always online while I am in hiatus.

I have exam fever but can't deal with BOOKS + NOTES

2011-05-21T15:18:00.005+08:00

Tumblr, 4shared and Youtube not been blocked by college wireless? So shocked..!

Now try to focus on my revision but honestly I can't. I feel sleepy every time I saw YOU [point to BOOKS + NOTES]. My head feel heavy XD. A lame excuse from a girl name Yue. Just feel to write here. 4 paper in a row will be on next weeks! Body + mind + brain..! Are you ready to working hard by next week? It will be non-stop working for me and my team. Processing data, sit at exam hall, thinking etc. Totally gonna be exhausted. Can't wait until 11am, 26 May 2011.

27th May 2011..! I'm waiting for you too.

If life is like hell for you, think again.

I am busted

2011-05-20T02:33:00.004+08:00

who is he? he is my brother ^___^

So today, while talking to my brother in somewhere on social network. Suddenly he ask about a url. He said: "Is this your blog [with my url there]" and I said: "Yes, I am. How can you know that? And where did you got this?". He said he got the link from a friend and I don't want to ask much. Yeah! I miss the moment when we met and become friend here. Be close day by day. I treasure it all.

Thank you for this bro ---> " im kinda happy waking up my past memories haha"

Here we go..! I'm proud to call you as my Bro. One and only. Kazu is here and will always support you. Good luck with your shooting..! Budapest always rain now right? Just take care there. CIAO. [I want to use the horse that you use in the shooting ne ^________^]

brain malfunction

2011-05-18T17:54:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is my first paper under EDU3108 code. Try to read and try to remember everything that I could but it seem my brain can't process any information. I can't remember anything that I read and nothing stick on my memories cell. I'm in such a big trouble. How to cope with this? Perhaps tonight will give me another courage to co-operate with my brain.

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She Is A Girl

2011-05-18T09:06:00.001+08:00

SHE IS A GIRL
JUST SIT IN FRONT OF HER KYOHEI
READ BACK ALL THE POST FROM HIM
SMILE EVEN IT ACHES INSIDE
LAUGH IN TEARS THAT DID NOT BURST OUT
GIGGLING ALONE FOR THE REASON THAT ONLY SHE KNOW

SHE IS A GIRL
WHO TRY TO BE STRONG
WHICH SHE THINK SHE HAVE TO DO SO
EVEN DEEP IN THIS GIRL HEART
THERE IS A WEAK GIRL HIDING INSIDE

SHE IS A GIRL
WHO TRY TO UNDERSTAND
WHO TRY TO LET GO
WHO TRY TO SET EVERY THING FREE
WHO TRY TO CALL IT OVER
WHO BREAK INTO PIECES INSIDE

SHE IS A GIRL
THAT YOU WILL NEVER KNEW
BECAUSE SHE WILL NEVER SHOW THAT ANYMORE
IT WAS GONE WHEN EVERY THING SEEM PERFECT OUTSIDE

SHE IS A GIRL
WHO YOU CAN'T REACH ANYMORE
WHO TRY TO ACT WELL IN FRONT OF THE PEERS
AND SHE WILL BE FINE
A GIRL THAT BOND WITH TEARS
SHE WILL BE STRONG
AND KEEP MOVING ON

SHE IS A GIRL
A STRANGER THAT YOU WILL NEVER MEET

yue. 18 May 2011

the thing that can't be undone

2011-05-17T20:53:00.004+08:00

there is a wish that every thing will be fine like before
there is a wish that it can be fix soon
there is a wish that the bond still strong no matter what happen
there is a wish that this just a test to see how strong we are
there is a wish that it just gonna be for a while only
but the thing not always turn out to be as what we wish for
life is more hard and tough than that
there is a thing that can't be undone
even we already try hard to fix it or change it
there is a thing that will be permanently gone
and we will never ever can reach it again

yue, 17 May 2011

feel like singing

2011-05-15T14:11:00.001+08:00

♫ Maybe it's wrong to say please love me too
coz i know u never do
somebody else is waitin' there inside for you....
maybe its wrong to love you more each day

coz i know she's here to stay....
but i know to whom you should belong....

I believe what u said to me
we should set each other free
that's how u want it to be.... ♫

updating: all in one

2011-05-10T10:44:00.002+08:00

1st May

I know it was Labour Day celebration all over the world. But it also was my little brother. One and only boy in our siblings birthday. Happy Birthday boy..!! Oh, wrong. Jojo. Sweet 13 and be happy always.

8th May

Tell me! Tell me! What is it? What happened on that day? True! True! You are right. It was celebration for Mother's Day all over the world. Happy Mother's to my mom, auntie and all my friends that already become mother. I love you all.

Exam will coming soon. As always, it get my nerve. Who not? Right? I am just a normal person. Obviously I will feel nervous. Don't worry too much Yue. Still have time to do revision. I hope so. Love lots. I know I barely come to update nowadays. Who cares, right? Well, I care..! XD

Love Yourself and Congratulation to Jin Akanishi because Yellow Gold Tour DVD got Number 1 in Weekly Chart and being able to cast on 47 Ronin. Just take care there OK.

a riddle in live

2011-05-10T10:28:00.002+08:00

What should we talk about our life? Every thing seem unexpected and complicated. We plan for every thing that we want to do with hope that every thing gonna be as smooth as we want it to be. But plan is just plan. Sometime we will never realize that not all will going according to plan. So here we go, make another plan to cover the other plan. This is what we call as solution. That solution is very important in our life. Without it we will never able to live to the fullest and the main reason is survive in this huge variety type of person world. Doesn't matter how you cope with your problem. It just depend on yourself to be strong or to be a weak person as long as you know how to love yourself.

It's been a while

2011-04-22T10:43:00.003+08:00

~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)おはよー♪

Finally, I did not manage to update as always as I want to do. This Laziness Fever already wrapped my body for so long. But today I try to write at least something her even no one will read this.

Practical already over and feel little bit relief. I managed to do it even I'm not gonna be an excellent candidate. The experience worth it more. Some of my students still contact me until now. LOL. Sometime I don't know what to say with them.

KKP assignment. We done it within 1 weeks. Less sleep worth it. I always slept late lately because I just manage to make the idea pop out within midnight. Thank you to someone because always accompany me.

Today I just want to take rest before continue to check list back every thing that I must do before 1st semester break. Good Luck for me.

aizdean, malaysian singer based on Japan

2011-03-19T00:17:00.003+08:00

here..! finally. Blog in Malay. aizdean
print screen without permission XD
and this what I love the most

still not following his new ameba account

2nd day #prayforjapan

2011-03-12T23:48:00.001+08:00

Saw many amateur video about that tsunami and earthquake. Chiba were effected too even not too much. I feel a little bit relief to know all KAT-TUN is safe and Jin Akanishi too. Still pray for all. It will be hard to recover so fast but for people at Japan, be strong. I got many amateur picture about all the thing that already ruined at tumblr and I still shocked.

pray for Japan

2011-03-11T23:43:00.000+08:00

Just back from my field trip and checking my facebook account at mobile. I felt shocked this evening. For what happen at Japan. I try to keep in touch with my friend there but the number already available. Glad that she reply me now at facebook. I'm so speechless now.

Hope KAT-TUN is fine

heading to Kota Kinabalu

2011-03-08T23:54:00.001+08:00

Physical Education field trip 3 days, 4 night at Kota Kinabalu begin

waiting for the bus

before go to out.
here, our room for 1 night
Kota Kinabalu view at night

life is hard

2011-02-20T12:33:00.002+08:00

bring it on! ^^

nothing much to say since I feel that my writing passion really being block. There is a gap that I can't see. There is a big wall that I can't touch. I don't know.

February already near to the end. Can say that I'm busy lately. Go to the field almost every day. Not that I'm an athlete but that mean no more evening nap for me XD. Feel like I don't have enough rest lately and of course I can't online always like 24 hours non-stop right now.

March is coming and that mean my practicum weeks will coming soon too. I wonder if I manage to do it well. I don't have this "I believe I can do it" feeling in me right now. But who know how it will turn to be later right? ^^

Time to do assignment now. Will try to be here always.

I wish I could talk more

2011-01-23T12:15:00.001+08:00

HAPPY SUNDAY

the moment when you just grab anything without think twice

2011-01-18T17:44:00.003+08:00

I miss the moment when we see something attractive and catch our attention and think that the stuff that we really want to have. I do hope I can do it now but the "be responsible with your spending and budget" in me always make me think twice or more than twice now. Still, I do have the time when I don't want to think too much with "what if?" question. Grabbing something that appear at the first sight sometime make you feel satisfied with the walk-alone-searching-for-something-without-make-a-long-list day. At the same time we still need to work out on the budget so we will not buy anything unnecessary. I love to buy thing not based on the brand and so on. I love to buy something that I can make 2 or 3 style just from one item. I know I am not very full style or whatever we call it but I love how I dress up myself and make sure I comfortable with what I wear. Ah! I'm looking forward for the fur jacket and boots. LOL. Hope I can find it somewhere here.

how can i make you understand?

2011-01-16T22:19:00.002+08:00

Sometime even with words we can't make people understand easily. I realize I have this problem how to tackle people mind to understand what I try to say. It will be hard for me in my future. But I learn how to deal with it. Since I talk a lot with words in Facebook and my other blog lately, feel that I already can cope with it.

OK. Just talk random tonight because I don't have any idea what to say. My blog is like a house that not have people to stay. Quiet and silent. I am not a common visitor to my own blog. How bad is that?

Well, tomorrow is Monday. Will talk more later maybe. The 3rd week of year 2011, here I come ^^

minda berkarat

2011-01-07T12:45:00.003+08:00

I have that disease..!! OMG >< Maybe because of lack of reading recently or maybe because I think too much about the logical explanation rather than just let my mind think beyond of it. I try to be back to my past self. I miss that person that I use to be before that can think widely and not just expect the logic from it. Well, maybe because I use to think that way since I come here which make myself feel losing. Never mind. At least I realize it now. I need to do something about it right? ^^

I'm late!! fufu~~

2011-01-03T18:23:00.002+08:00

So here we go. The 3rd day on January 2011 and I just come up with an update. I just arrived to my college yesterday and suddenly I got flu! How bad is that? By the way, I'm glad that I felt fine this morning [>< my grammar is bad].

Today, 1st day for the class to start. We have a new class which my friend ask for it to be permanent. Feel lazy to keep exchange class and so on. Plus we need to have a place that we can keep our files permanently.

OK. I'm speechless again. New year come but I still the same. LOL. This is bad. I know.

Well, I have a lot thing to talk but I prefer to keep it before talk about it later. Soon maybe. HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN TO ALL. IT'S STILL JANUARY. SO I HOPE IT STILL ACCEPTABLE. LOVE YA

~I love the star even it so far~

2010-12-06T22:01:00.006+08:00

I just don't realize that I love photographing so much since I was a little. But maybe because lack of knowledge about this thing, I just decided to addict with it pretty late. At least better than never right? Looking back to all the picture that I have been took before, I really amaze on how I really adore all the view around me. Of course that time was when using film camera are the most popular one. I do wish I have someone that will courage me to love it more than as hobby before rather than said I just wasting money. Maybe that kind of thinking make me believe that I should not do this and that before especially when we need to deal with money. But then, as I grow up I realize that opportunity will never come always. So, I start to deal with my money and ignoring whoever said that I just wasting my money. I like this sentence that I got from a movie which I forgot what the tittle are "we can choose obsession, but sometime obsession will choose us". So, I'm in love with photographing even I'm not good with it. But still learning process really make me content and I feel some excitement from it. It is better than do something bad right? ^^

p/s: my dad said I better use the film camera that I use to before rather than my lomo but yeah I have the problem to find a better shop around here to publish my film. So, still waiting for the result which I'm not expecting to0 much from it Ｏｏ｡｡(￣￢￣*)

~i'm not alone, should i feel glad?~

2010-12-04T00:33:00.003+08:00

I wish I manage to make something right

~deal with fear~

2010-12-03T00:37:00.001+08:00

People somehow will have they own fear. If someone have told you that they never fear of anything, don't believe them. Because it is a lie. People without fear are almost impossible. I'm just a normal person too and for sure I do will feel the fear. But this is not what you will talk about your fear but the most important thing is how you deal with your own fear? Do you ever think about this before? I bet you do and you already do something to deal with your own fear. But just maybe you don't realize it. Well, how do we know everything about the fear if no people success to go through and fight with they fear? So, maybe we should do something to feel that we deserve to live without fear. Talk to other will make you feel more comfortable, be a supportive person and don't judge people easily. People already have to deal with they own life and that is already enough. Be a good helping hand to the other sometime will help you to cope with your fear feeling too. Well, it is good to do something rather than nothing right? Just make sure it is in positive way.

*sigh --> my grammar is very bad

~i will go to Hogwart school this weekend XD~

2010-12-02T00:21:00.004+08:00

So, as a new student, I must preparing myself right? Here we go. Some revision that I have done

Harry Potter Spells And Uses
Accio
A spell to bring an object back into your hand. It can be used to bring a certain object, such as in Accio Butterbeer.

Alohomora
This spell opens a locked or closed door. The opposite of this is Colloportus.

Avada Kedevra
One of the three Unforgivable Curses, this spell causes death.

Colloportus
This spell locks a door shut. Hermoine uses this to cover their escape at the end of Book 5.

Crucio
One of the three Unforgivable Curses, this spell is the Cruciatus Curse and causes great pain. Umbridge tries to cast this on Harry at the end of Book 5.

Diffindo
The spell used to rip open tapestries and such. Used quite a bit in the computer game based on Book 2.

Expecto Patronum
This spell creates a silvery protective creature, a patronus. Harry’s patronus is a stag; Cho’s is a swan. Hermoine has an Otter.

Expelliarmus
One of the more simple spells, and the first spell that the D.A. group works on in Book 5. This disarms your opponent.

Finite
A spell to cancel the effects of another spell. Lupin uses it on Neville to get him to stop dancing at the end of book 5.

Flagrate
A form of fire spell, Hermoine uses this to mark an “X” on doors in the Mysteries area in book 5.

Flipendo
A simple spell that flips something over.

Impedimenta
This spell causes a person to freeze for about a minute.

Imperio
One of the three Unforgivable Curses, this allows a wizard to take total control of another person.

Impervius
A spell to cause an invisible wall to form. Quidditch players use this to keep the rain off their faces at times.

Incarcerous
Umbridge tries this on the centaurs in book 5 - to wrap ropes around them - but the centaurs easily shake them off.

Incendio
A spell to cause a fire to burn.

Legilimens
A spell to extract memories and feelings from another person, to in essence look through the memories another has.

Levicorus
A nonverbal spell to hang a person in the air by one ankle.

Locomotor
The locomotor spell causes something to move in a given direction. For example, to move trunks along with you, you would command Locomotor trunks. To cause someone to freeze stiff, you use Locomotor mortis.

Lumos
This spell causes the wand tips to glow and give off light.

Morsmordre
A dark spell that causes a dark mark - the sign of Voldemort - to appear.

Muffiato
A spell that fills the ears of anyone nearby with buzzing, so that conversations are not overheard.

Nox
A spell to cause darkness, the opposite of Lumos. Interestingly, the name of a fun computer RPG.

Obliviate
A memory erasing charm that Professor Lockhart was extremely fond of.

Petrificus Totalis
A spell to cause someone to freeze completely. It seems there are several different spells that cause this same effect :)

Portus
The portus spell creates a portkey that allows people to move from one destination to another easily.

Protego
A spell of protection, to ward off magical attack. Harry uses this at the end of Book 5 to keep a sphere that another is casting “Accio” on.

Reducto
An assault spell, reducto causes damage to what it is fired at. The students use Reducto to blow apart bookshelves at the end of Book 5.

Reparo
A simple spell to repair an object that is broken.

Riddikulus
An anti-boggart spell, that causes the boggart’s scary shape-changing ability to be mediated. Mrs. Weasley has trouble with this one at the beginning of Book 5 when a boggart torments her with sights of her family dead.

Scourgify
A cleaning spell, James uses this on Snape when they are young to clean Snape’s mouth out with soap.

Silencio
A spell to cause something (or someone) to become silent. As Hermoine instructs Ron, this spell is done with a sharp jab of the wand, not a wave.

Stupefy
This spell should freeze an object in place, but when Umbridge tries to use it on an escapee firework, it explodes instead.

Tarantallegra
A Death eater uses this dance-causing spell on Neville during the final battle in Book 5.

Wingardium Leviosa
Harry uses this to levitate tentacles away from him at the end of book 5.
p/s: I wish I will be in Gryfindor ^^LOL. Don't take anything seriously from here. Except for the spell ^^

~our own desire~

2010-11-30T14:11:00.003+08:00

"I love that moment. When you're on a long car ride, or listening to music, or reading. And you completely zone out. You forget your troubles, and everyone around you. You're focused on that one thing, and that one thing only. You're content, and everything seems peaceful."

~an anon ^^~

~so here we go, me + camera on date~

2010-11-29T14:53:00.003+08:00

~play ameba pico~

2010-11-29T00:43:00.005+08:00

Ameba pico is a game that originated from a Japan blog call ameblo. [I don't play pico with my ameblo account] But now we can play it in Facebook. Sometime it will be fun but you need to spend time a lot there. For those who not start to play it yet, just give a start. Who know, maybe you will love it. ^^Last Friday, I be a pirate. After accomplished with 9 stage of test [refer to what the captain said] Love the custume that I got after finished the 9 stage.

I should post picture here now. But not in mood to transfer it from memory card. LOL. Maybe tomorrow I will. I think I already have plan what to do and how to spend my very leisure time right now. I plan to update this blog before and ameblo blog also everyday. But since I start to addict with tumblr *wink. So I spend lot of time there. It kind of fun sometime. Just to relax your mind and so on. Well, it time for me to hit the sack now. Bye. Oyasumi.

By the way, wish Taguchi Junnosuke HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^^

I make a fan video. But, since I don't have youtube account [which I decide to make one later] I post it somewhere which just some people know it. *wink

let play another photo shoot tomorrow XD

~i am truly me~

2010-11-26T01:14:00.003+08:00

I just realize I talk too much in blog lately. In conclusion for all my blog. I can talk about different thing at different blog everyday. Something wrong with my personality? Or my mind? What we call that? Do I need to do some research about it? Or will I have trouble from it? I bet too much leisure time make me thinking too much. Maybe. What I suppose to do now? I'm pretty sure that I already differentiate myself to into many character which when I combine all of it, that character will be me. I guess. Or do I really into that character? Did I create a character coincidentally without realizing that it will be too far like this. More question to answer when I try to find the answer. Question in question. It never stop. The question grow up. Still it will never find the conclusion since people live with curiosity. Is the curiosity a good thing or bad thing for human being? Maybe it depend on what the matter is right? Well, I should stop thinking right now before my mind explode [imagination beyond reality ;p]

*I just talking to myself nowadays. No one will read my post. So it will be fine for me to make some noise here right?

~namja la la la ^^~

2010-11-24T16:33:00.004+08:00

what I like being a fan is when the idol inspiring me. Today, I will present my yeobo who is hanguk saram --> lee seun gi imnida ^^

source is from here

… as told by a school hoobae

This hoobae goes to the same school, and took the same class with SeungGi once. He doesn’t know SeungGi very well (only got one autograph from him), but he’s friends with one of SeungGi’s friends, and that’s his source of information.

SeungGi is usually interested in going to the MTs, but unfortunately he can’t. He does go to the department office (or some meetings?) a lot, and he eats at the school cafeteria quite often. He’s also been to some bars near the campus for some drinks. To avoid the crowds during breaks, he would usually go to his car for some snacks with friends. He used to drive a Hyundai Sonata, but he’s bought a new car.

He really attends his classes well. He’s very nice, smart (with good grades) and modest. In real person, he has a small face, he’s very tall and very easy to spot in a crowd.

His professor/advisor has a similar name, Hong SeungGi, and is very cool.

According to another dclsg fan, the car SeungGi was driving might be his dad’s car. His van usually drops him off outside the school gate, and he would walk to his classes.

source: dclsg, yaoyaoyufei @ china cafe

thinking mode again

2010-11-23T19:12:00.003+08:00

Lately, I think I should remove my Chat Box because most of the senders is someone who own the blog about something that I'm not interest with. No offense but I just don't know how to respond with those thing. But now I guess I will just leave it there. Nothing gonna happen with my blog if I let it there right?

Since I already at home now. I really need to find something to do because I feel bored to do the same thing again and again every day. I decide to think of going somewhere but the common question always pop out. [let just myself know about it ;p] *ah! I should renew my ATM card again.

I'm penniless now. Feel like almost broke. I have so much thing to own in my mind. But just can keep it quiet. I can't ask for my parent to buy it for me because I guess I will feel more satisfy if I use my own money to fulfill my own dream. So, here we go --> Budget for 2O11

Now, almost everyone are here already. At home. Just my sister that still struggle with her paper until December now. Hwaiting! So, I can't wait to gather again which is I know one day it will be hard to gather like this. Yah..! When people will have they own life. Everything that they use to do before will be just a memory. And this will be the sweet memories to treasure all life long.

I have a lot of e-novel to read. But still consider to read back all Harry Potter novel. Can I say that I'm more to Harry Potter generation rather than Twilight? Even Cedric is who Edward before. Someone kill him in Harry Potter and make him become a vampire. Not just an ordinary vampire. But he is the popular and most wanted one. See. Everybody have they own fate. Just wait for the right moment to come. In the mean time, just stay struggle and keep on dreaming. Be a dreamer will not kill you if you willing yourself to work hard for it and not just let it be in your list without any effort.

I guess I don't have writer's block today because I typing a lot. Congratulation to me. I hope I will write more and more again. This is my life and I treasure it a lot ♥

~she is Kamenashi Kazuya lover~

2010-11-22T22:01:00.005+08:00

he
1. is the person who make me know KAT-TUN
2. introduce me to Dream Boys show
3. make me laugh in every act
4. make my tears drop for the sorrow moment
5. always act cool in every situation
6. the reason for me to have many foreign friends
7. the one who make me in eager to learn new language
8. is someone lovely and honest
9. we have the same interest in photographing
10. he is very good son to his family, a lovely uncle to his niece and a good friend to his friend

more thing to list but for now let it be just 10 ^^

*random post for update
*i wonder what will i feel 10 years from now when i read back all those thing ^^

almost to the finale

2010-11-21T21:52:00.012+08:00

I use to be hardly update and upload anything here lately. My ameblo also a mess now. Vox? I never visit it anymore. But the blog of Vox are still exist with just 3 post ><. I'm a bad blogger. I should admit it. Just not that I'm lazy, writer always face the mind block sometime right? And so do I. So today, I will upload some pictures of the event at my college ^^

p/s: for some reason, I don't like my camera now because of the lighting thing ><

backdropthe souvenir3 musketeer? LOL. They are BFF ^^Congratulation Miss ZatiCongratulation Miss Ainpicture of the day ^^

finally, done. And we are done for the Second year of degree already. 2 years more to go. I'm gonna miss all the moment that we share together ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

you

2010-11-21T21:40:00.004+08:00

you use to be my star
shining the way
help me to through all the scary
but now you are nowhere
I can't find you
I shout for your name
but you never appear again
I wonder if you are not here anymore
just missing the light so much
and now I'm in sorrow

yue
21 November 2010

asuka hinoi

2010-11-14T17:08:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to this girl song. She is awesome.
Maybe her song will be my other try to translate song after done with Lisa Halim song ^^

throw confetti

2010-11-14T00:51:00.002+08:00

let present my love ^^

I love KAT-TUN new pv. So in love with it. What can I say? Pretty jealous with other who succeed in pre-order the album. *sigh. I will just can wait for the fan to upload it on any website. Hayaku! Hayaku! [mean faster] ah! should I change my laptop words setting? So I can typing on Chinese and Japanese words easily? maybe I should think about it. And I heard about Jin Akanishi Japan tour for next week. How awesome is it? ^^

~you have me~

2010-11-09T20:50:00.001+08:00

it will never over

sound weird

and crazy

but

that is it

the truth

that we need

to face and accept

赤西仁

2010-11-08T16:41:00.006+08:00

Sorry for those random visitor that accidentally bumped to my blog just because of "Jin Akanishi Yellow Gold tour 2010 concert". Gomenasai >< Here we go. Some pictures that I love ^^

Sunday, November 7th, Chicago, IL @ Rosemont Theater

Credit to those who come and share picture on net

Just got 2 copy for now. Stay tune. Hope I manage to get others picture. One more happy news. He sang a new song in that concert. Can't wait for the album to be "born" *wink
Till then, good luck for another 4 concert ya Jin Akanishi.

*study mode --> failed ;p

~jin akanishi yellow gold tour 3010 concert~

2010-11-07T20:17:00.006+08:00

It will start soon. 7 November. *sigh I can't go >< . Counting for 4 paper to be end. Even I'm not ready yet mentally. Just can wish Jin Akanishi "Good luck and do the best". Found out some of my Facebook friend will go to the concert. I hope they will enjoy it and bring some story to share. Hey! I'm gonna have my own tour too. *dreamer ;p The differences is just I need to grab my pen and sit for 2 hours and half and Jin Akanishi need to sing and dance. Dakara, bokutachi gambarimasu ^^

kakoi nii-chan v (^^) v

~it's raining! let singing and dancing!~

2010-11-06T22:40:00.003+08:00

ah! suddenly wish I can see stars sparkling from the sky today. Where are you my shining star?

☆☆☆☆☆ --> blink blink ^^

It already raining season now. Cold weather. I wonder if I can take the cold at the 4 season country. Yeah! Dreaming again ;p. Still have 4 paper for this exam and I wonder if I really already study hard for this exam. "Oh! Yue, please wake up..!!"

OK! I'm already wake up. *sigh. Don't have any idea to make this entry as long conversation with myself. Like my virtual twin said, "Speechless mode disease" I wonder if we do really have that disease in this world. I hope it is not very dangerous.

Many thing happen around the world today. Flood season as usual at Peninsular Malaysia. Be careful OK.

Volcano thing, earthquakes and tsunami at our neighbor country. Hope all of you will be fine and be strong.

Till then, keep moving on and love yourself ^^

1 2 3 let countdown together

2010-11-05T10:05:00.003+08:00

Finally, I need to change my laptop screen to a new one which cost me almost half of my saving. Glad that I still have my saving. Do I need to buy a new laptop? At this moment I don't think I will buy a new one. I will stick with my beloved Kyohei until it can't work anymore. So now I can do the revision and go to exam hall with no wonder in my heart. So, in 2 weeks more I will be home. Glad. Finally I will meet with new air for a while before a though semester next year.

i wonder how it gonna be to have 2 different identity?

2010-11-01T09:55:00.002+08:00

The fact that some of us need to have the fake identity to survive not just a fairytale. We should realize some of them not just do it for fun. So, I wonder why some people try to be fake just to make fun with the others. Especially for other that try to pretend to be someone else that very popular. Fan fight with each other to stand up beside they idol. But, at the meantime the real person just keep silent. Sooner or later, we will know the truth. So for those who try to act, make it real which is something you can't do actually.

final day on October 2010

2010-10-31T09:57:00.005+08:00

my twin, maruchi ^^

Finally, I come again here to fulfill my writing passion ^^. Do I really have the writing passion? I don't know. OK. November finally come. Exam tense is around the corner. Perhaps I still need more time to relax. But the clock still 'tik tok' non-stop. It mean no time to play around. Must stick with notes and so on. Maybe I should be hiatus in Facebook too ^^. Well, hope I can. So, maybe I will just blogging to make my mind relax and out for a while from the facts-notes chamber. ^^

time to date with BOOKS ;3

re-activate

2010-10-26T02:16:00.003+08:00

i know, i rarely do blogging now. mind blocking maybe. yup! it always happen lately. want to write something but i end up with nothing. perhaps i really need something to make my mind think smoothly.

well, i feel bad because i'm late to pre-order KAT-TUN upcoming new albums and i can't wait for WESTLIFE album to release.

exam will coming soon and i absolutely sure i'm not ready yet. i hope i will start to do my revision soon.

break the silent

2010-10-17T00:52:00.002+08:00

finally, come here to do some update. it already been a while i not posting anything here. seem like i live invisible (laugh) never mind. randomly added.

1. looking forward for Sport Weeks
2. exam is around the corner
3. holiday! yippee ^^

well, i managed to settle down a few thing in my wanted list and i'm glad that i can have it.
more update later.

love you all ^^

"overboard" in the air

2010-09-13T11:57:00.004+08:00

my new room? (laughing)

♫I’m overboard and I need your love
Pull me up
I cant swim on my own
Its to much
Feels like I’m drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver oh wow♪

i love this song so much.
listen to it again and again now.
justin bieber fever?
nope.
but love the lyric so much.

done with happy-no-worry time now
it is time to do my assignment
*sigh
suddenly got terrible headache
*wink
many lesson planning to be done
and more report to do
hope i can make it

trending at twitter is fun
i enjoy it last night
got many new friend
thank you for #jinakanishi trending

sing along with me ^^

till then,

love yourself

『ドキドキ』

2010-09-06T23:18:00.002+08:00

『ドキドキ』

たびに私はあなたを参照してく ^^

~happy birthday maru-nii and me? ^^~

2010-09-04T01:54:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to nakamaru yuichi
happy 27th birthday

and wish happy birthday for myself too. my fb friend, jho, mii kyoung, philip and fritz
thank you for the virtual celebration
and for my virtual family too.
thank you for the worldwide wish and celebration.
hontou ni ureshii ^^

~2nd Day tomorrow ^^~

2010-08-31T22:48:00.001+08:00

hayaku hayaku ^^
2 days more after tomorrow
countdown

私はそれはしかし、私は憎しみ終了を愛すること

*ameba blog make me feel dizzy

~ashita gambariyo v(^^)v~

2010-08-29T11:06:00.002+08:00

it been a long time i did not post anything here. but feel to write something here today. tomorrow is Monday. it mean i will start my last School Based Experience task before go for teaching practical next semester. for the first time i will be alone for real to do this task. it gonna be a little bit more challenging and bored maybe. but i hope i can handle it. hope i can feel the welcoming environment at that school so i won't feel very miserable to be like a parasite there. well, Raya will coming soon.

Till then,

LOVE YOURSELF

~half~

2010-08-26T02:07:00.001+08:00

if you want a full portion of something
what gonna happen if you just got half of it?

~how to unwrapped a cold heart~

2010-08-11T20:06:00.002+08:00

don't you know it is difficult to live with cold heart?
but some people don't want to lost it.
they stick with the cold heart till the end.
don't they feel they life become miserable.
once in a life time try to understand why.
but still we can't see any way to unwrapped it.
people manage to hide it.
but the truth always appear.
still i don't have the answer.
it is a subjective question and need various skills.
but to those that open their heart to others.
i bet i can give a big applause to them.

and i wonder
am i
cold heart person?

~camp for BIG~

2010-08-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow, my batch will held BIG camp that state at Kampung Balung Cocos.

This already our 4th task for BIG that held every semester.

For this semester BIG task, we will have adopt family(＝⌒▽⌒＝) which is we will spend time with them for a day.

Looking forward for my adopt family.

And yeah my groups gonna make a great memory I guess. （‐＾▽＾‐）

Looking forward for everything start tomorrow until Monday.

Wish me enjoy it.

Till then, love yourself.

And since it already fruit season right now, I bet I will see many kind of fruit.

Ja ne

~happy friendship day~

2010-08-01T07:54:00.002+08:00

It gonna be a very long list if i want to wish all my friend Happy Friendship Day. Sorry, just can dropping by to some wall at Facebook and call and messaging the others. This special wish is for all my friend that I have ever meet in my life. Thank you for being my friend.

Kindergarten friends
High school friends
College friends --> especially Keluarga 69 ^^
Facebook, Friendster and Myspace friends
My virtual family --> Akaben (Kazu love all of you), Tenshi (Hikaru Tenshi is here ^^), lin ( lin mo bro ^^), lee (hey jin ri sis, thanx for the hyuna name) and all of you ^^ love love and hug hug ^^

i miss my chocolate.

~Justin Bieber in CSI~

2010-07-24T12:40:00.001+08:00

Message: CSI premieres on Thursday, Sept 23rd on CBS...and I told you I was a BAD MAN!! -

~hope i can catch that episode since it will be air at differ time here~

credit to: justin bieber ^^

~stand by you T_T~

2010-07-20T22:31:00.003+08:00

~whatever happen, doesn't mean it will over~
私はいつも彼らをサポートします。特に私の一番、私の兄。

Jin Akanishi --> don't worry ne

~we can't predict future~

2010-07-20T00:33:00.003+08:00

Akanishi-kun said in June 2010 (WINK UP Magazine):

"There might be people who felt lonely about the whole thing, but going to America for lives doesn't mean I'll be gone. I myself don't want this chance to escape... I just really want to focus on such a chance right now. So please, don't say "he's not coming back."

~K.A.T.T.U.N~

2010-07-18T14:08:00.004+08:00

yesterday, i felt really shocked when i knew about that news. Jin Akanishi will leave KAT-TUN because of his focus on build up his career at Europe. Even it will not be true until the end of fall, but still it a quiet shocked. Watch Kamenashi said they will be fine because they already use to this situation make me think maybe they already predict that this matter will happen sooner or later. KAT-TUN is still KAT-TUN no matter what, said Kamenashi. I can't wait to know what Jin Akanishi said about this. To separate Jin Akanishi singing part to fit with 5 person is hard but they did it great in Tokyo Dome concert at 16 July. Whatever that will happen, I will support each one of them.

KAT-TUN at KoreaJin Akanishi at LA concert

幸運

p/s: a lot of petition in web and twitter that don't want Jin Akanishi to leave. but I hope I will hear about Jin Akanishi opinion soon.

~happy 3rd anniversary~

2010-07-16T10:27:00.001+08:00

to all my dearest friend in PISMP January 2010 intake, happy 3rd anniversary. 2 years more and we will be ready to enter the work world.

~learn from them~

2010-07-16T09:27:00.003+08:00

people talk crazy thing that you never can understand
people start to do something that you find very unacceptable
people try to stay away from something that you think they should face it
people make other person life become messy and you think they should beware
people make you believe everything that you do will have the sequences
people make you think life isn't like a bed of roses
people that always take revenge make you think they should be vanished

see people react and act with they life make you think too much
but if you are better enough to take and learn
you will not do the same like they did to others

~love~

2010-07-16T09:14:00.001+08:00

too many ways to show your love
too many ways to fall in love
too many ways to break it
too many ways to find the love
too many ways that you can't predict ever
love just like that
something that you can feel
but suddenly you can't understand it
something that make you comfortable
but sometime it make you feel worst
love is vary to every person
perhaps there are another story of love
in every chapter of each person life
love is unconditional
maybe you will find it somewhere you never imagine
and the love is someone that you never realize
or love just depend on how define it
in the meantime
love yourself

~update!update!~

2010-07-13T23:04:00.002+08:00

12 July. World Cup 201o final. Spain won it. Congratulation.
Send my art works. It really a mess. Will upload the picture later. Maybe? ;p
Have another art tasks but I guess it gonna be more fan.
Very tired because of the tight schedule.
Allowance still not enter to my account *sigh
Looking forward to buy a new external
Still thinking where I should do my final School Based Experience *thinking mode
Is feel sleepy and tired right now. Bye

Still have a lot to say. But like Chii said to me: "My mind is blank now" Look like it same goes to me. Bye. Will talk more again later.

~micheyo micheyo jeongmal T_T~

2010-07-06T20:10:00.001+08:00

ottokhae? nan mollaso T_T

don't know how to master art.

and the tasks are killing me slowly T_T

~happy birthday jin akanishi~

2010-07-04T15:56:00.005+08:00

I believe his fan all over the world are celebrating his birthday now. That is how J-fan lover show they appreciation to they idol beside buy the stuff. But for me, I can't do that. Who gonna celebrate other person birthday alone? *wink. Maybe I will, but not today ^^.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 26th to Jin Akanishi.
Hope you will achieve your dream.
Thank you to always inspire me to do the best.
Thank you to make me believe that I should struggle to make my dream come true.
Hope to meet you one day ^^

お誕生日おめでとうございます ^^

~KAT-TUN at Korea!~

2010-07-01T15:50:00.000+08:00

I watched the show and the backstage interview. I also heard that they also go to the other Korea TV show. But, it will not show up at KBS World Malaysia. *sigh. Just hope someone will upload something about it at Youtube. I bet Jin will not be with them since Jin will be busy for his next concert at Europe. But still I hope Jin will be with one or two of the Asia Tour concert even I can't go to any of it.

They sang D-motion in that Mnet Countdown show. Really awesome. They manage to re-arrange everything even without Jin Akanishi. I bet it hard but they make it. Love KAT-TUN forever ^^

~daijabo daijabo~

2010-06-30T01:40:00.001+08:00

I bet it was an awesome game between Japan and Paraguay. As I said in my previous entry, I don't know much about the rules but still I enjoy watching my favourite team. Hope I can cheer for Malaysia team one day.

Finally, none of Asia team go to World Cup 2010 final.

~kyohei second attack T_T~

2010-06-21T19:28:00.002+08:00

it happen again yesterday. glad that it fine now. but don't know for how long. i should take the picture next time so all of you know what i mean. i really afraid if it can't be back to normal yesterday. but glad after tried to restart again and again like before it back to normal again. i should prepare myself for the 3rd attack i guess. should i buy a new laptop now?

~give my heart back ;p~

2010-06-19T12:45:00.003+08:00

just feel to post pictures

~｢NO MORE PAIИ｣ album~

2010-06-17T12:32:00.003+08:00

someone!
please buy one for me onegai T_T

*bow

already listen to all the song and it awesome.
even i miss to hear Jin Akanishi voice.
for Jin Akanishi ---> good luck for your concert 19th and 20th June.
hope i can fly to LA ^^
i already watched the concert CM, and i bet it gonna be an awesome concert ^^

~world cup 2010 fever~

2010-06-08T11:48:00.005+08:00

Let countdown together. The FIFA World Cup 2010 is already around the corner. We can see the advertisement everywhere. From television until the brands that sales at the market. Everything show up about world cup. It seem really a huge celebration all over the world especially for those who really into soccer. I'm not really football (as Malaysian know it as) or soccer fan but I do can't wait to see the celebration. Of course I have my own favorite team. Fall for this team since World Cup 2002. I not really understand with the rules but still feel a bit of nervous to watch them play. It kind of a fun sport and tournament for me to watch. So, support your favorite team as I support mine. Peace v(^^)v and no war.

vote for Japan team

~raining season~

2010-06-07T14:31:00.003+08:00

it always raining at the evening and the middle of night lately. i think it will be flood soon. but hope it not a big flood. do take care of yourself and don't play in rain OK ^^

~i fall for this song~

2010-05-31T00:24:00.002+08:00

Tegomass - Yoru wa Hoshi wo Nagamete okure
(The night will show you her stars)

You were the only one to say to love
my back while going up the bridge's stairs.
Holding my hand, playing jokes to me,
I miss that time when you smiled showing your teeth.

You're not to my side anymore.
This is so weird,
isn't it?
I was so happy, right now
I realize that I was really happy because you were there.

If one day I'll die
the night will show you her stars.
Aren't they laughing? That it's me.
Please laugh with me,
see? It's not so sad.

We took our passports wanting to go abroad
but just doing that satisfied us.
"Let's go together to see the Sahara in Africa"
We talked like that laughing like crazy, that time.

"I can't live alone"
Please don't say such things,
ok?
I want a future laughing by your side
because that smile it's the only thing that makes me happy.

If one day I'll die
the night will show you her stars.
Aren't they laughing? That it's me.
Please laugh with me,
see? It's not so sad.

It's not that our ways were parted
So that you will hear
I'll sing your guidance.

Even if I'll die tomorrow
don't cry, look up to the sky.
Isn't it laughing? That it's me.
Right, I'm here
just by your side.

If one day I'll die
the night will show you her stars.
Aren't they laughing? That it's me.
Please laugh with me,
see? It's not so sad.

~fairytale?no ^^~

2010-05-28T13:39:00.004+08:00

heading back to Kota Kinabalu soon. Home! here i come. tadaima ;p

~the rain will drop by soon~

2010-05-24T15:35:00.004+08:00

fever T_T

Done with my second paper today. Glad. I don't know how my answer is but hope I already do the best because I already try my best. Tomorrow is the third paper and it will be about "Politic and Government". I hope I manage to answer it too. Hope so. Then at Wednesday is my killer paper, "Anatomy and Physiology". Since I'm not really good in Biology so I really have to mention that I really scare if I fail for this paper. Minna (everyone) ! Pray for me. *wink. But still I hope I can answer it. My exam will be end on Thursday evening. That great. So, let countdown with me. It gonna raining soon. Bye. Have to go on with my revision. Till then, Love Yourself ^^.

p/s: Looking forward for KAT-TUN new album at June, "No More Pain" v(^^)v. Love you ♥

~coutdown for home ;p~

2010-05-23T10:15:00.002+08:00

4 paper more to go and i feel so excited to back home. not homesick. just want to back home ;p.
ja minna..! imei gambarimasu ^^

Watch "Akademi Fantasia 8" finale last night. I love all the new song. Fall easily ne. (laugh) ^^.
Congratulation for all. I think all are the winner. Omedetoo ^^

~good luck to me ^^~

2010-05-19T09:22:00.002+08:00

*sigh

~here we go..~
~before the semester 3 is over..~
~i need to through this exam week..~
~wonderful.. ^^~
~i can do it..~
~just to make myself feel better ^^~
~pray for me.. ^^~

~the ♥ sign~

2010-05-17T10:35:00.003+08:00

I know sooner or later I need to buy a new notebook to replace the old one that I have now. But I still did not looking forward for it for now. But last night something happen and it really got my nerves. I had experience the blue screen before and just need to re-format my Kyohei to settle it down even I lost most of my precious stuff that time. But still my Kyohei healthy again. That is the most important one. Last night, I really feel like a heart attack. Gladly I don't have that killer illness. It give sign long long time ago before it turn bad last night. Feel want to cry because it was raining at the same time. OK. Straight to the point. My laptop, Kyohei got his first white screen attack last night. I felt it can't be save at first. But gladly after try to restart it again and again it be fine. But, as the heart attack and asthma attack or so on, it will happen again right? I can't predict when right? Just really hope it not gonna happen for this couple of weeks. Or else I really can't concentrate on my exam. Please stay healthy and be strong Kyohei. I'm not a good owner but still nothing gonna make me hate you. Love you.

*sigh

Hope my laptop can understand that. Time to move on with my notes. Please stay healthy and give me sign when the 2nd attack will come so I can rest you down. Love. Hug and Kiss ^^.

Dear Kyohei,

Please be with me until I graduate. Even I hope it forever but I'm not the good owner that can care you for that long. Hontouni gomenasai.

*bow

~can't wait any longer~

2010-05-16T18:41:00.003+08:00

why they call me Kazu? Because of him ^^

I'm not really prepare to answer my 5 upcoming paper this week and next week. But I'm really in eager to back home next week. Can't wait and I'm countdown for that. Not like I have homesick just I need some new air to breath with and to be home is the best way ever. Wish me luck for my paper OK.

~a love to give~

2010-05-15T17:39:00.003+08:00

this is a true story
about several people
who meet each other accidentally
without any doubt
and become close
decide to be a family
even it not with blood relation
still the chemistry become strong
day by day
some people doesn't believe it
but for those people
they are one
and all the tears and laugh
are mean to share

love my virtual family

Akaben Family
Bakabaka Family
Tenshi Family

But nothing compare with the family that I have here in my real life.
Love You All

~renshu desu ^^~

2010-04-28T10:54:00.004+08:00

It finally come. The exam week is already around the corner. But I still have a lot of assignment to be done. A report that need to submit and a lot more revision to be done. It sometime hard for me to manage the time but I try to do my best since it is my responsibility. I try not to chat for long in Facebook which is I really miss to chat with all my friend there right now. Gomen, musume-yue-dante-kazu-kazurashiro really busy right now. Minna, hontou ni aitakutte. Demo shinpanai ne.
I will be free for almost one month after that. And I'm looking forward for that ^^. For those who always support me and cheer me up during my down time, hontou ni arigato ^^. Kyaa...! time to move on to another assignment ^^

p/s: rarely doing my practice on nihonggo right now. i hope i still can remember it. ja ^^
itsumo gambatee
itsumo shiawase
demo
toki doki baka baka ne ^^

~i ♥ you~

2010-04-26T21:18:00.005+08:00

It still KAT-TUN to me even other fan already drop out the A

Meet him at NOKIA CLUB ^^

With KAT-TUN new single "Going" for Kamenashi Kazuya new talk show, I really have no regret to be this group fan. Really want to buy the CD ---> Limited edition A and B. Looking forward for the concert opening at the end of April even I can't go. Of course I would like to go to their concert at Thailand. But since I have a tight schedule I bet I can't go and just cheer them from my room. That funny.

For Jin Akanishi, it really a big achievement when he got the chance to perform at Los Angeles. Good luck. Where am I that time? Also can't go. But, still I can't wait for my friends comments about his show later. *sigh- I hope can be one of the audience ^^

Love Yourself

p/s: who want to buy me a ticket to the concert? *wink

~can you speak Malay?~

2010-04-26T00:05:00.003+08:00

My younger sister dislike when us talking in other language because she can't understand it. She always said: "Speak Malay, please!" and that make me laugh. But my mom said we should speak Chinese or English with her since she is in Chinese Kindergarten school. She is really funny little girl. Very matured for the girl in her age but still can't leave out the childish and stubborn part. She like dressing a lot and more better in choosing her outfit than me. (laugh). *sigh - miss her a lot. Same story goes to my one and only little brother. He is sometime hard to understand. Can't wait to back home.

~award~

2010-04-23T16:19:00.007+08:00

1. Link and thank the person (s) who awarded you.
2. State 7 things about yourself.
3. Pass this to 15 bloggers

this award is from miss zatie
not answer any tag for long already

Fact #1
Love spicy food until my mom have to scolded me if I just eat the chilies like I eat junk food.

Fact #2
I can spend my time to change and search any software. I love to try all the software. Kind of software addict ^^

Fact #3
I love taking picture but I'm not a good photographer.

Fact #4
I am the first from 7 sibling ^^

Fact #5
I love music even though I can't play any instrument which I believe I don't have any talent on it. *sigh

Fact #6
I love to learn new language and really in eager to master Japanese and work hard on my Chinese vocabulary

Fact #7
Single ^^

and the award goes to;
a)Fukuda Ayumu
b)Akimoto Miwa
c)Aizrena
d)Naz
e) and the rest of the list goes to all the readers

~folder option~

2010-04-22T16:48:00.002+08:00

Sudah kehilangan folder option di windows saya kerana disembunyikan oleh raksasa ganas yang bernama virus tapi tidak diketahui jenis yang mana satu. Menyebabkan pekerjaan windows saya menjadi agak lambat dan tersekat-sekat. Satu sahaja jalan penyelesaian yang mampu difikirkan. Format balik. Di saat keperluan semakin meningkat untuk membuat tugasan? Oh..! Sangat "sayang" dengan pencipta virus itu. Noktah.

~poser~

2010-04-22T00:05:00.003+08:00

You are the poser but still you want to make everything right. I can't believe what you say to us. Really annoying. The best part is when you say you want to eliminate us. It my pleasure then. Hurt my friend and you will get the return. Can't talk much. Just can't believe too many poser until I don't know who to believe. I can accept if you play RP. But when you acting like a real one, you really helpless.

~心里有数~

I am fine

class will start soon..!!

明けましておめでとうございます

economy ~~ la la la.. ~~

outing again

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA

fogging..!

spell B.U.S.Y

distance

we will remember

heal

Jin Akanishi

I love you

end of semester 5

miss Brain be strong

room like this

I have exam fever but can't deal with BOOKS + NOTES

I am busted

brain malfunction

She Is A Girl

the thing that can't be undone

feel like singing

updating: all in one

a riddle in live

It's been a while

aizdean, malaysian singer based on Japan

2nd day #prayforjapan

pray for Japan

heading to Kota Kinabalu

life is hard

I wish I could talk more

the moment when you just grab anything without think twice

how can i make you understand?

minda berkarat

I'm late!! fufu~~

~I love the star even it so far~

~i'm not alone, should i feel glad?~

~deal with fear~

~i will go to Hogwart school this weekend XD~

~our own desire~

~so here we go, me + camera on date~

~play ameba pico~

~i am truly me~

~namja la la la ^^~

thinking mode again

~she is Kamenashi Kazuya lover~

almost to the finale

you

asuka hinoi

throw confetti

~you have me~

赤西 仁

~jin akanishi yellow gold tour 3010 concert~

~it's raining! let singing and dancing!~

1 2 3 let countdown together

i wonder how it gonna be to have 2 different identity?

final day on October 2010

re-activate

break the silent

"overboard" in the air

『ドキドキ』

『ドキドキ』

~happy birthday maru-nii and me? ^^~

~2nd Day tomorrow ^^~

~ashita gambariyo v(^^)v~

~half~

~how to unwrapped a cold heart~

~camp for BIG~

~happy friendship day~

~Justin Bieber in CSI~

~stand by you T_T~

~we can't predict future~

Akanishi-kun said in June 2010 (WINK UP Magazine):

"There might be people who felt lonely about the whole thing, but going to America for lives doesn't mean I'll be gone. I myself don't want this chance to escape... I just really want to focus on such a chance right now. So please, don't say "he's not coming back."

~K.A.T.T.U.N~

~happy 3rd anniversary~

~learn from them~

~love~

~update!update!~

economy la la la..

赤西仁